My depression is getting so much worse so rapidly this past month. My antidepressants aren’t doing anything and I’ve tried to reach out to my friends talk to them about it and get more socially active but that’s all I can do I can’t make anyone actually hangout or come around and help me get out of this dark place I’m in. I really don’t know what else to do, I don’t wanna be a drama queen and say that nobody cares or nobody loves me and I know that my family loves me but In my family there’s so many issues going on and it’s hard to even focus on one thing right now. But when you’ve reached out to everyone who has said that they are your friend and that they would always be there and that they would always help you and you tell them what’s going on and you’ve expressed to them how it’s all made you feel and they haven’t done anything different they just keep leaving you out and ignoring you and feeding you false hope and saying they are too busy right now but they never get back to you later anyways, what else can you think and feel but unimportant and forgotten. I’ve gone through so much the past 5 years & some of the most damaging times and biggest heartache this past year or so and I’m so tired and I don’t know what else to do I really don’t and I’m so over & done with waking up every day just to relive it all again.